TW: self harm, suicidal ideation, self hate, drug use, hospitalization, overdosing, depression
Photo credit: Nick Nice
Rain Rain Go Away
Rain, rain, go away
Every time that I'm in pain
A cold hopelessness
Trickling down my window, my wrist
Every drop sends me deeper into despair
Drip, drip, drip
Hooked onto an IV again
The aftermath of overdosing on-
What was it again?
I don't remember
I don't remember how many times I guzzled those pills down.
I don't remember how many times I woke up instead of died.
Where others see redemption and beauty I see red.
You're just mocking my failure to reach my end.
Rain, rain, go away. Maybe then I'll be okay.
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