Hi. It's currently 3am, and I'm losing feeling in my butt from sitting too long. Also, I'm hungry. Should I make some food? Should I not? Should I eat something healthy or make instant noodles?
Okay, I made instant noodles. Anyway, the thing about pulling all-nighters is that I hit this point, the point I'm at now, where I finish eating whatever the hell trash I'm eating, and then there's this awkward period of time between 4 to 7am where I'm too far gone to go to sleep but also exhausted as hell. I get to a point where my mind is too tired to do productive work so it just goes back to what it knows best: attacking itself.
I've been clean from self-harm for 3 weeks now, and I really want to keep up my streak, but sometimes the urge is really strong and I almost give in. Almost. I'm also eating this coffee cookies my friend made me last week and they are DELICIOUS.
At this point I might as well go make myself some coffee and start on breakfast.
It's currently 5AM, and I am still snacking on cookies. Maybe I'll get some writing done... Apply for a couple more jobs... Do my makeup? :D
It's now 6AM, and I just finished decorating my bullet journal!!! I was supposed to hang out with someone today, but at this rate, I might pass out before the clock hits noon... Should I reschedule?
7 AM - Oh my dad is up now!!! We had coffee and breakfast.
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